DOWN AND OUT IN DAWSON

Well, here I sit in Dawson, Georgia, in the library, at computer terminal number 2. I am here working a new case, as I mentioned in the last entry that I would be doing. I must say I am already lonely. I can't lie, it has crossed my mind to go to a local bar and try to pick someone up, but that isn't really my style. I would have to be really super lonesome and feeling cut off from all that I know and love. Maybe I will do it tomorrow night.
I was just watching a movie on HBO, I know you have all heard of it, Shallow Hal. I remember when this came out in the theaters. I took my daughter to see it. I liked it, even if it wasn't in keeping with reality. The way they made the booth at the resturant break and the way the car went down so drastically at the end as well as other things, was so stupid, I can't believe anyone would consider it reality enough to get mad about it.
I am a big girl, and it didnt make me mad. I now people are shallow. It isn't just men. It is n't just for the thin either, heavy people can be shallow. Highly intelligent people can be shallow against people of lower intelligence. I know I am not attracted to heavy men. Well, I might be attracted to them, cause I have dated a few. But, I steer clear of them. The reason being, and this is going to be painfully blunt....TWO FATTIES CAN'T FUCK. Well, they can, but 2 things have to happen for it to be good, 1.) he has to have a very big dick....2.) they have to do it doggie. Any other scenerio besides that and the sex is going to be mediocre.
I like long and lanky men, and not just cause they can fit nicely between my thighs either. There is just something about a tall thin man that makes me hot. If he isn't long and lanky, he has at least be taller than me, well, actually that isnt true either. I once dated a guy for a whole month, let him live with me and everything, he was 5'5, I am 5'61/2. But, his redeeming factor was he had an 11 inch cock and it was thick too. I didn't think I was going to be able to take it all, but I did and he didn't hurt me either. Like he said, he was used to dealing with it. I am glad we broke up. I don't ever want to hook up with a man with that big a ciock every again. They are too much work. I can't give them a proper swabbing if you know what I mean. No, give me a man with 6-8 and I am happy.
I have no idea why I am off on this subject tonight...well, that isn't entirely true either. It has been too long since I had any, and that is all I have been thinking about lately.
This is going to be a very loooooong week, good thing I brought my BOB's.

OUT OF POCKET

I have been out of pocket and out of town for a while, and I am going back out again. Unfotunately, I won't have internet access where I am going. I hate to travel for my job, but sometimes I have to. I like staying in motels, but not alone. Eating out is fun, but there again, not alone. I am not the alone type of person.
I have looked back on my various relationships and discovered that I am the kind of woman that likes her man in her face as much as possible. I don't need any space. I can give space, but it is always reluctantly. I need a man who doesn't need alot of space. one that is very affectionate too. I have alot of love to give and I think a love starved man who do very well with me.
Well, I am in a mood right now, and that coupled with the fact that I am on someone elses computer, kinda makes it hard for me to really relax and post a lengthy entry.
I will be gone a week or so, but I will be back.
Terry, if you read this, I just want to say thank you for reading me and e-mailing me. I have really appreciated that very much. I will get in contact with you when I return.
Wendy